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Name: Lisa
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Savannah
Birthday: 11/4/1985
Gender: Female


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Yahoo: lisah8585


Member Since: 11/23/2004

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel

'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

(Chorus)
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way


And yet i thought that the this very moment in time never existed!! I thought that it would never happen but yet it did and its one of the best moment in my life i have hoped and prayed for this day for the past 10 months and thought that it was impossibe but i guess i was wrong and im glad i was wrong. But yet today my fairy tail is starting to come true my wish is starting to come true i know it will take a while for me to get everything i wanted but for now i got the one thing that i wanted more than the material things i got my one and only ture love back and we are not back together for now we are back together forever to start a family and live our lives with eachother and be happy!

 And when we become a family and not as 2 in two different places but as one all in the same place and as we start out lives together nothing ealse will matter anymore and yet all this time i have said that i wasnt in love with him anymore but yet i think the whole time i really was i just didnt wanna admit it to myself because i was afraid of the outcome but now i know the outcome i know whats sapose to be i know exectally where i will be in 20 years or in 50 years iwth the first guy i was ever truely inlove with and the one that was ment for me.

I cant wait till we make love again and i feel him agains me and know that everything in our world is complete. the feeling of him and me making love and knowin that its truely making love there is nothing i want more... to feel him and me together as one and to know tht we are now workin on makein our family not three but four. and i want us to make love all night long...and i wanna feel how much you love me!!

and now i sit back and think could life get any better and my heart hollars out no it cant you have everythign you ever wanted right now at the is very moment im time!!!

 


Tuesday, November 23, 2004

If you wanna know
Tomorrow morning I have to leave
But wherever I may be
Best believe I'm thinking of you
I can't believe how much I love

All we have is here tonight
We don't want to waste this time
Give me something to remember
Baby put your lips on mine

And I'll love you forever
Anytime that we find ourselves apart

Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes

I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing

And even when I'm not there to tell you

I'll, I'll love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are

Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Just look to your heart
And that's where I'll be
If you just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me
If you close your eyes

Is there anywhere that far?
Anytime you're feeling low
Is there anywhere that love cannot reach?
Oh no
It could be anywhere on earth
It could be anywhere I'll be
Oh baby if you want to see

Just close your eyes
And you'll be here with me
Look to your heart
That's where you'll be
Just close your eyes
Till your drifting away
You'll never be too far from me


I sometime wonder what might have been or what could be...and i think if i just go with my heart mabe everything i want will fall into place but i dont wanna be let down. I dont wanna get my hopes up and for once in my life think everthing is goin the way i have always wanted them to go and then get a big slap in the face and suddenly everything is a big ol' mess...I wanna live out my fairy tale i wanna wear the glass slippers i wanna find my prince charming and yet i know he is right at my finger tips all i have to do is grab it but i cant quite get a good grip cuz i dont wanna lose it as easily as i get it!! 

I made a wish today and with my wish i wished that for once in my life i get what i want and for once everything go perfect for me not only for a little bit but for the rest of my life.  And there is only one person taht could make that possible and he is the one that i made this wish about cuz i want to be with him for the rest of my life and make our family grow from 3 to 4 i want the fairy tail family you know with a dog a cat and a little girl(which i already have) and a little boy and the love of my life as my husband(which is what is right at my finger tips but not quite within hands reach) and i wanna be happy i wanna be able to wake up in the morning and cook breakfast for my family i wanna be able to cook supper befor we go to bed and i wanna be able to kneel down beside the bed of my children as they pray at night.. and i wanna do all this in a house that i can call mine not one that someone ealse is supplyin for me i wanna say its mine i wanna be able to paint the walls when i want!!!  And to believe its all within hands reach but im just not grabbing it but only cuz yea all these can be the out come but yet the negative outcome will aways be in the back of my mind but i guess you sometimes have to set the negative aside and let only the positive in cuz if you always think negative you will only recieve negative things but if you think positive the positive things you want will be right in front of you!!!

Things my not always go the way you want them to at the moment but if they are ment to be then they will happen and well i know that i am gonna be with the one person i am truely in love with and the one that makes my days a little bit better and the one that makes the sun shine a little bit brighter and it will all be just my happy ending!!! 

and i want the one person i love more than anything in this world Larry James Calhoun i will love you forever and ever till the day that we die you will be the only one to have my hear the way you do right now!!!!

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